Hello, how are you I am fine thank you, an d you? I am fine thankyou. And you? I Polish boy from Australia so English first language but now I am live in Espain now for almost 8 years now, so please be patience with me my fiend, becauase involuntary English deterioration occur in my brain region since live in espain, ok? (And also, my keyboard is c heap one and keys type weird). I like share my brain thinkings with you, of the lives in Espain, no? Okay, YOu listen me, I explain you! And dont forgetting to smash like button and subscribe to my email channels, my internet fiends!!
IF YOU GO THEOUGHT DISASTERS AND MORE DIUSTATERS AND MORE DISTATERS AND CANT MAKE MANY FRIENDS IN YOUR NEW PLACE AND FAIL YOUR DRIVING LICENSE 3 TIMNES AFTER DRIVING FOR 25 YEARS, THEN GO VISIT YOUR HOMETIWN WHERE U LIVE AND EVERYTHING EASY AND YOUR LANGUAGE AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE AND YOUR FAMILY AND EVERYTHING YOU GROWS UP WITH, THEN YOU COME BACK TO LONELY PLACE AND HAVE ABSOLUTE DISASTER, *OH AND ALSO YOU MUMMMY MOVE FROM SHIITY COUNTRY TO MUCH BETTER PLACE WHERE YOU THEN YEARS LATER FLEE) IT IS NOW A GOOD TEST TO THINK ‘OK FUCK THIS I OUT OF HERE’
but if you go through this bullshit, and even plice think you are a mess but they still helpful leven though they know you support fierce rival in fiotball i think cos they see the badge on your journal and then when youre all lost and hopefuless cos of your minaimalist bs stance towards techinlogy hes like ¡Qué lío, hombre!” or ¡Eres un desastre, hombre!” and you think to yourself yep i am a mess, how am i adult survuvig i m surprised i reemember to eat food or drink water sometimes:
then and only after this occurs and you still dont want to leave and go back to home country, then you know it is good for you where you are
then this thought of leaving doesnt cross you rmind and you are alone and know no one and dont even have money or identifactionals, but still people at bank and poilce help you, even though one suspicicious and think you are scamming her with your firned that is actually yours but she thinks is not but then youy get helpe dby other staff, then this maybe test of thinking ok this is place for you
and if you then, after dissater think, yes i would actually prefer for disaster to continue and not get back what i lose bvecause this type of crisis has been best in your life, then you really know that you are in place ywhere is best for you.
Even after myears of moving to oplace where know no one, no family, no job, just dog with you, then that dog almost kill another one on day one of getting him from airport after flight from Autralia in 2019, then bullshit through covid, living in oplakvce with no window, even, then differenc tchallenges of having children, indeity and Chunky struglles more job weirdness and license fail multiple times, and now this… it is clear that you can handle anythging. and sometimes you need crisis to recalibrate and remember you can handle anything, and the fear as Seneca said, “We suffer more often in imagination than in reality.”
Somertimes even in foreirn land so far from where you grows up, with foegin language, just after having best time in familiar land, where you grows up, but now in foreign city where you know no one, have no c,ose friends and are stranded, people and biusinesses can be kind and amazing when you need them. This is life, thuis is what hgumans can do
