Do you have something you can’t imagine losing? Or something that you can’t afford to lose?
Well that things owns you. You’re its bitch.
I would hate to lose my laptop, mostly because I use it to write and watch stuff. So I would probably go and get a new one.
I would also hate to move from the Sunshine Coast here in Australia. 2 minutes walk from the beach, the sound of the ocean heard from my backyard and bedroom, it’s the best place I’ve ever lived.
I’ve also published a post on this site everyday for the past 290 days (minus one day in June because I didn’t know how to do the internet properly, and usually I do the internet okay.) But I don’t own that number of posts in that number of days, it owns me.
So fuck it. I don’t want any of those things to own me. Because even though I love being in and doing (respectively) the last 2 of the three, but at the moment they do. I prefer not to be their bitch. So tomorrow, there’s going to be nothing published here. To feel indifference about missing a day (and having to go online everyday). And I want to be able to move from the Sunny coast with indifference (when the time comes).
And if you see my laptop, you can take it if you want.